I have never had a problem with failing at things. There are a lot of things I am flat out NOT good at, and I'm okay with that. Most times. Sure I would like to be as skilled as others around me, but if the world didn't have spectators.. who would the talented people perform for?? Ah yes, life makes a place for each of us.
Throughout this journey of living, I have found a way to be happy with what has been handed me.. no matter how meager it has been at times.
It is so darned easy to see the things around me that can be adjusted, tweaked, shined, lifted up, coddled, and sometimes replaced to make things better.
Trying to find the key to my own inner peace has been the biggest challenge lately. Somewhere along the line I stopped looking from within and made the mistake of thinking others would hold that key.
No doubt in my mind we need others to help us along the way, but only we can answer those voices from within. Only we can feed our souls. Only we can make the changes we need to get ourselves pointed back in the right direction.
Some of the sounds within me are muffled right now, and maybe that's a good thing. New journeys come from reinvention. I've always loved to move.. physically and spiritually.. a time to start fresh and clean.
I wonder what lies ahead? I'm ready to find out.
3 comments:
*voices from within* You are awesome. You are beautiful. You are smart. You are witty. You are intelligent. You are the most perfect Dee ever. You are a great mom. You are amazing. You are a great friend. You are the best in so many ways!
I keep thinkin i should snap my fingers and bring you out of this hypnotic spell.. but dang it's so flattering I just dont want it to stop yet *laughing*
Nope you are stuck with adoration. There is worse things, aren't there? ;)
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