Funny how, after a short while in sl, I find myself echoing rl and falling into a set routine. It is the opposite of what I wanted when I arrived. After realizing how much fun sl could be, I decided I would have fun... break out of the box, do things I couldn't or wouldn't do in rl...
At first everything was new... but as I got to know people, especially linked to Cafe Wellstone, I found myself drawn into a weekly routine. A fun one, with great people... but.. as a single avatar in a couples kind of crowd... it can sometimes get a little lonely too.
So I have been branching out, exploring, meeting new people, trying new things. I hope my absences don't push me farther and farther to the outside of the group. And in my heart I hope I am missed a little. :)
I worry that I will spread myself too thin. I did that all the way through school... joined every group, hung with every crowd.. and found myself a part of all, friends to all.. but not best friends with anyone.
Maybe that is the way I am destined to live this life.... I don't know.
2 comments:
(Hugs) Totally understands. I am trying myself to break the mold and spread my wings in new ways. Where ever I am you or where ever you go, Shini will be there for you.
Of course we miss you when you're not around. But there is nothing at all wrong with meeting new people and seeing new places. Explore! And Enjoy! In the meantime, I know we'll see you soon!
My word ID is pantses. Is that Gollum talk?
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